I sighed as Mars spoke, i still didn't turn to face him again. I had missed him, a bit, but i didn't really need other people in my life, i had kind of separated myself from the world, i found that way, living didn't hurt so much. I waited a few seconds before i spoke, still facing away.


I left because i didn't want anyone in my life. I left because i wanted to go away and kill myself, because at home, you were always there to stop me.

I wasn't going to keep away from the truth i was going to be blunt with this, all of what i was saying was the truth. nothing more. nothing less. I sighed then turned to face Mars before i spoke again.

I couldn't face anyone anymore, Mars. I had screwed up everything, i wasn't wanted. Running away gave me something to hold on to, somewhere along the line i found that life was bearable, so thats why I'm still living. Mars, couldn't you see back then how much i couldn't cope? How much i wanted to die? Life was too painful for me, couldn't you see any of that?

I hated this, i hated the truth and the things it did, sometimes it could be as bad as the lies. I just sttod there, frozen to the spot as Mars spoke, it hurt to see him like this, reunions weren't always as happy as they were made out to be in all those films. I listened carefully to his words, things came clearer, i couldn't hate him for it, he was my brother. As he dropped to the floor, my mind allowed my body to react, i was at his side, crouching down next to him. I wrapped my arms around my brother and held him close.

It's okay... i understand

I stood back up again, i didn't speak... i didn't feel i really wanted to. As Mars spoke to me, i looked up at him, taking a few moments before my body reacted, allowing me to walk and follow him. As i made my way over to him that horrible feeling grew inside of me, the one that made me ask myself what's the point of this all ? I hated feeling like this, but it could creep up on my at anytime, anywhere, it was kind of like an extreme low after a high, only this time there had been no high. I was confused, upset and i hated myself for the things that had happened in the past, i just wished i could go back in time and change things, but i couldn't. I was now next to Mars, he had said something about having a kenetic bond, he had sid he could read my ind, feel my emotions, i wondered if he had caught on to the change in me, i really hoped not, i hated times like these. After a moment i spoke, my tone slightly lower than before.

so.. where are we going?

I walked next to my brother, careful not to get too close as the fire danced upon his hands. I walked with my head down,hands in pockets, just listening to Mars when he spoke. My mind wandered back to the time when i found out that i could control water, it had been scary at first, but i did explain slightly my fascination with water that i had from a very young age.

Well... i think i was about thirteen... i just found i could control water, scary at first, but now I'm fine with it. It kinda explains that fascination with water i had from when i was young.

I paused as question popped into my head, seconds i spoke again.

hey, how come you never told anyone about your power?